the one who doesnt know

hey. you... do you know how much i care? because i dont think that you do... i know life is busy and crazy and time is a problem. we both have school and then you have practice and when you get done i have practice. i made you a promise once, do you remember that? laying on that bed staring up at the glow in the dark stars in the middle of the day talking about everything. life, death, fears, and friends. i promised you that day that i would always be there for you. even when i went off to college and you stayed in high school for one more year. i made you that promise because i cared, and i still care. do you remember? how have i done in keeping that promise? i have tried to be here for you and i will always listen and give you any advice i can to help you and i just hope that it is truly enough to make sure that you still know that i care.

there are things that i will never forget.
the hours on the phone
the sleepovers
the games
the practices
the jokes
the lacrosse camp moments... (you know what im talking about :))
the out loud punctuations
the texts
the moments of doubt
the words
the laughter
and the secrets.

these are things that happened between me and you. and they still happen. and i care so much because of who you are and because of how amazing you are. i will never forget you and i will always be here for you. i will be here for the tears that will come in the future, for the moment when you meet that one guy who will love you like no one else can, for the day he asks you the one question that will change your life forever, for the wedding that you will have that will be the best wedding known to man since the beginning of time, and for every child, and grandchild. i will be here forever through your moments of strength and your moments of weakness because i love you no matter what. i love you for your words that inspire me more than you will ever know. i love you for trusting me enough to let me into your soul so that i can say the words for you that you cant. you came into my life at the perfect time and i will never be the same because i have known you. i will never be able to repay you for the things that you have done for me, but i am going to be here for the rest of your life trying to do just that. and so i hope you know, because it is so important that you do. because i care for you, because you are someone worth caring for.

“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.” -Dr. Seuss

“If things start happening, don't worry, don't stew, just go right along and you'll start happening too.” -Dr. Seuss

(i picked quotes from him because you remind me of him in the way you write, the way you talk, and the way you live. dont ever change, because who you are is someone worth being.)